Chant-Pagan

by Rudyard Kipling

　　

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Me that 'ave been what I've been,Me that 'ave gone where I've gone,Me that 'ave seen what I've seen,'Ow can I ever take onWith awful old England again,An' 'ouses both sides of the street,And 'edges two sides of the lane,And the parson an' gentry between,An' touchin' my 'at when we meet,Me that 'ave been what I've been?Me that 'ave watched 'arf a world'Eave up all shiny with dew,Kopje on kop to the sun,An' as soon as the mist let 'em throughOur 'elios winkin' like fun,Three sides of a ninety-mile square,Over valleys as big as a shire,"Are ye there? Are ye there? Are ye there?"An' then the blind drum of our fire . . .An' I'm rollin' 'is lawns for the Squire,Me!Me that 'ave rode through the darkForty mile, often, on end,Along the Ma'ollisberg Range,With only the stars for my markAn' only the night for my friend,An' things runnin' off as you pass,An' things jumpin' up in the grass,An' the silence, the shine an' the sizeOf the 'igh, unexpressible skies,I am takin' some letters almostAs much as a mile to the post,An' "mind you come back with the change!"Me!Me that saw Barberton tookWhen we dropped through the clouds on their 'ead,An' they 'ove the guns over and fled,Me that was through Di'mond 'Ill,An' Pieters an' Springs an' Belfast,From Dundee to Vereeniging all,Me that stuck out to the last(An' five bloomin' bars on my chest),I am doin' my Sunday-school best,By the 'elp of the Squire an' 'is wife(Not to mention the 'ousemaid an' cook),To come in an' 'ands up an' be still,An' honestly work for my bread,My livin' in that state of lifeTo which it shall please God to callMe!Me that 'ave followed my tradeIn the place where the Lightnin's are made;'Twixt the Rains and the Sun and the Moon,Me that lay down an' got upThree years with the sky for my roof,That 'ave ridden my 'unger an' thirstSix thousand raw mile on the hoof,With the Vaal and the Orange for cup,An' the Brandwater Basin for dish,,Oh! it's 'ard to be'ave as they wish(Too 'ard, an' a little too soon),I'll 'ave to think over it first,Me!I will arise an' get 'ence,I will trek South and make sureIf it's only my fancy or notThat the sunshine of England is pale,And the breezes of England are stale,An' there's something' gone small with the lot.For I know of a sun an' a wind,An' some plains and a mountain be'ind,An' some graves by a barb-wire fence,An' a Dutchman I've fought 'oo might giveMe a job where I ever inclinedTo look in an' offsaddle an' liveWhere there's neither a road nor a tree,But only my Maker an' me,And I think it will kill me or cure,So I think I will go there an' see.

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