Effigy Of A Nun

by Sara Teasdale

　　

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Infinite gentleness, infinite irony Are in this face with fast-sealed eyes, And round this mouth that learned in loneliness How useless their wisdom is to the wise. In her nun's habit carved, carefully, lovingly, By one who knew the ways of womenkind, This woman's face still keeps its cold wistful calm, All the subtle pride of her mind. These pale curved lips of hers holding their hidden smile, Show she had weighed the world; her will was set; These long patrician hands clasping he crucifix Once having made their choice, had no regret. She was one of those who hoard their own thoughts lovingly, Feeling them far too dear to give away, Content to look at life with the high insolent Air of an audience watching a play. If she was curious, if she was passionate, She must have told herself that love was great, But that the lacking it might be as great a thing If she held fast to it, challenging fate. She who so loved herself and her own warring thoughts, Watching their humorous, tragic rebound, In her thick habit's fold, sleeping, sleeping, Is she amused at dreams she has found? Infinite tenderness, infinite irony, Hidden forever in her closed eyes, That must have learned too well in their long loneliness How empty their wisdom is even to the wise.

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