I. Lady Susan Vernon to Mr. Vernon

by Jane Austen

　　Langford, Dec.MY DEAR BROTHER,--I can no longer refuse myself the pleasure ofprofiting by your kind invitation when we last parted of spending someweeks with you at Churchhill, and, therefore, if quite convenient to youand Mrs. Vernon to receive me at present, I shall hope within a few days tobe introduced to a sister whom I have so long desired to be acquaintedwith. My kind friends here are most affectionately urgent with me toprolong my stay, but their hospitable and cheerful dispositions lead themtoo much into society for my present situation and state of mind; and Iimpatiently look forward to the hour when I shall be admitted into Yourdelightful retirement.I long to be made known to your dear little children, in whose hearts Ishall be very eager to secure an interest I shall soon have need for all myfortitude, as I am on the point of separation from my own daughter. Thelong illness of her dear father prevented my paying her that attentionwhich duty and affection equally dictated, and I have too much reason tofear that the governess to whose care I consigned her was unequal to thecharge. I have therefore resolved on placing her at one of the bestprivate schools in town, where I shall have an opportunity of leaving hermyself in my way to you. I am determined, you see, not to be deniedadmittance at Churchhill. It would indeed give me most painful sensationsto know that it were not in your power to receive me.Your most obliged and affectionate sister,S. VERNON.