Chapter XXX

by Jane Austen

　　Miss Crawford's uneasiness was much lightened bythis conversation, and she walked home again in spiritswhich might have defied almost another week of the samesmall party in the same bad weather, had they been putto the proof; but as that very evening brought her brotherdown from London again in quite, or more than quite,his usual cheerfulness, she had nothing farther to tryher own. His still refusing to tell her what he had gonefor was but the promotion of gaiety; a day before itmight have irritated, but now it was a pleasant joke--suspected only of concealing something planned as a pleasantsurprise to herself. And the next day _did_ bring asurprise to her. Henry had said he should just go and askthe Bertrams how they did, and be back in ten minutes,but he was gone above an hour; and when his sister,who had been waiting for him to walk with her in the garden,met him at last most impatiently in the sweep, and cried out,"My dear Henry, where can you have been all this time?"he had only to say that he had been sitting with LadyBertram and Fanny."Sitting with them an hour and a half!" exclaimed Mary.But this was only the beginning of her surprise."Yes, Mary," said he, drawing her arm within his,and walking along the sweep as if not knowing where he was:"I could not get away sooner; Fanny looked so lovely!I am quite determined, Mary. My mind is entirely made up.Will it astonish you? No: you must be aware that I am quitedetermined to marry Fanny Price."The surprise was now complete; for, in spite of whateverhis consciousness might suggest, a suspicion of his havingany such views had never entered his sister's imagination;and she looked so truly the astonishment she felt, that hewas obliged to repeat what he had said, and more fullyand more solemnly. The conviction of his determinationonce admitted, it was not unwelcome. There was evenpleasure with the surprise. Mary was in a state of mindto rejoice in a connexion with the Bertram family,and to be not displeased with her brother's marryinga little beneath him."Yes, Mary," was Henry's concluding assurance. "I amfairly caught. You know with what idle designs I began;but this is the end of them. I have, I flatter myself,made no inconsiderable progress in her affections;but my own are entirely fixed.""Lucky, lucky girl!" cried Mary, as soon as she could speak;"what a match for her! My dearest Henry, this mustbe my _first_ feeling; but my _second_, which you shallhave as sincerely, is, that I approve your choice frommy soul, and foresee your happiness as heartily as Iwish and desire it. You will have a sweet little wife;all gratitude and devotion. Exactly what you deserve.What an amazing match for her! Mrs. Norris often talksof her luck; what will she say now? The delight of allthe family, indeed! And she has some _true_ friends in it!How _they_ will rejoice! But tell me all about it!Talk to me for ever. When did you begin to think seriouslyabout her?"Nothing could be more impossible than to answer sucha question, though nothing could be more agreeable thanto have it asked. "How the pleasing plague had stolenon him" he could not say; and before he had expressedthe same sentiment with a little variation of wordsthree times over, his sister eagerly interrupted him with,"Ah, my dear Henry, and this is what took you to London!This was your business! You chose to consult the Admiralbefore you made up your mind."But this he stoutly denied. He knew his uncle too wellto consult him on any matrimonial scheme. The Admiralhated marriage, and thought it never pardonable in a youngman of independent fortune."When Fanny is known to him," continued Henry, "he will doaton her. She is exactly the woman to do away every prejudiceof such a man as the Admiral, for she he would describe,if indeed he has now delicacy of language enough to embodyhis own ideas. But till it is absolutely settled--settled beyond all interference, he shall know nothingof the matter. No, Mary, you are quite mistaken.You have not discovered my business yet.""Well, well, I am satisfied. I know now to whomit must relate, and am in no hurry for the rest.Fanny Price! wonderful, quite wonderful! That Mansfieldshould have done so much for--that _you_ should havefound your fate in Mansfield! But you are quite right;you could not have chosen better. There is not a bettergirl in the world, and you do not want for fortune;and as to her connexions, they are more than good.The Bertrams are undoubtedly some of the first peoplein this country. She is niece to Sir Thomas Bertram;that will be enough for the world. But go on, go on.Tell me more. What are your plans? Does she know herown happiness?""No.""What are you waiting for?""For--for very little more than opportunity. Mary, she isnot like her cousins; but I think I shall not ask in vain.""Oh no! you cannot. Were you even less pleasing--supposing her not to love you already (of which,however, I can have little doubt)--you would be safe.The gentleness and gratitude of her disposition wouldsecure her all your own immediately. From my soul I donot think she would marry you _without_ love; that is,if there is a girl in the world capable of being uninfluencedby ambition, I can suppose it her; but ask her to love you,and she will never have the heart to refuse."As soon as her eagerness could rest in silence,he was as happy to tell as she could be to listen;and a conversation followed almost as deeply interestingto her as to himself, though he had in fact nothingto relate but his own sensations, nothing to dwell onbut Fanny's charms. Fanny's beauty of face and figure,Fanny's graces of manner and goodness of heart, were theexhaustless theme. The gentleness, modesty, and sweetnessof her character were warmly expatiated on; that sweetnesswhich makes so essential a part of every woman's worthin the judgment of man, that though he sometimes loveswhere it is not, he can never believe it absent.Her temper he had good reason to depend on and to praise.He had often seen it tried. Was there one of the family,excepting Edmund, who had not in some way or othercontinually exercised her patience and forbearance?Her affections were evidently strong. To see her withher brother! What could more delightfully prove thatthe warmth of her heart was equal to its gentleness?What could be more encouraging to a man who had her lovein view? Then, her understanding was beyond every suspicion,quick and clear; and her manners were the mirror ofher own modest and elegant mind. Nor was this all.Henry Crawford had too much sense not to feel the worth of goodprinciples in a wife, though he was too little accustomedto serious reflection to know them by their proper name;but when he talked of her having such a steadinessand regularity of conduct, such a high notion of honour,and such an observance of decorum as might warrant any manin the fullest dependence on her faith and integrity,he expressed what was inspired by the knowledge of herbeing well principled and religious."I could so wholly and absolutely confide in her," said he;"and _that_ is what I want."Well might his sister, believing as she really did that hisopinion of Fanny Price was scarcely beyond her merits,rejoice in her prospects."The more I think of it," she cried, "the more am I convincedthat you are doing quite right; and though I should never haveselected Fanny Price as the girl most likely to attach you,I am now persuaded she is the very one to make you happy.Your wicked project upon her peace turns out a cleverthought indeed. You will both find your good in it.""It was bad, very bad in me against such a creature;but I did not know her then; and she shall have no reasonto lament the hour that first put it into my head.I will make her very happy, Mary; happier than she has everyet been herself, or ever seen anybody else. I will nottake her from Northamptonshire. I shall let Everingham,and rent a place in this neighbourhood; perhaps Stanwix Lodge.I shall let a seven years' lease of Everingham.I am sure of an excellent tenant at half a word.I could name three people now, who would give me my ownterms and thank me.""Ha!" cried Mary; "settle in Northamptonshire!That is pleasant! Then we shall be all together."When she had spoken it, she recollected herself,and wished it unsaid; but there was no need of confusion;for her brother saw her only as the supposed inmateof Mansfield parsonage, and replied but to invite herin the kindest manner to his own house, and to claimthe best right in her."You must give us more than half your time," said he."I cannot admit Mrs. Grant to have an equal claim withFanny and myself, for we shall both have a right in you.Fanny will be so truly your sister!"Mary had only to be grateful and give general assurances;but she was now very fully purposed to be the guest ofneither brother nor sister many months longer."You will divide your year between London and Northamptonshire?""Yes.""That's right; and in London, of course, a house ofyour own: no longer with the Admiral. My dearest Henry,the advantage to you of getting away from the Admiralbefore your manners are hurt by the contagion of his,before you have contracted any of his foolish opinions,or learned to sit over your dinner as if it were the bestblessing of life! _You_ are not sensible of the gain,for your regard for him has blinded you; but, in my estimation,your marrying early may be the saving of you. To have seenyou grow like the Admiral in word or deed, look or gesture,would have broken my heart.""Well, well, we do not think quite alike here.The Admiral has his faults, but he is a very good man,and has been more than a father to me. Few fathers wouldhave let me have my own way half so much. You mustnot prejudice Fanny against him. I must have them loveone another."Mary refrained from saying what she felt, that there couldnot be two persons in existence whose characters and mannerswere less accordant: time would discover it to him;but she could not help _this_ reflection on the Admiral."Henry, I think so highly of Fanny Price, that if I couldsuppose the next Mrs. Crawford would have half the reasonwhich my poor ill-used aunt had to abhor the very name,I would prevent the marriage, if possible; but I know you:I know that a wife you _loved_ would be the happiestof women, and that even when you ceased to love, she wouldyet find in you the liberality and good-breeding ofa gentleman."The impossibility of not doing everything in the world tomake Fanny Price happy, or of ceasing to love Fanny Price,was of course the groundwork of his eloquent answer."Had you seen her this morning, Mary," he continued,"attending with such ineffable sweetness and patience toall the demands of her aunt's stupidity, working with her,and for her, her colour beautifully heightened as sheleant over the work, then returning to her seat to finisha note which she was previously engaged in writingfor that stupid woman's service, and all this with suchunpretending gentleness, so much as if it were a matterof course that she was not to have a moment at herown command, her hair arranged as neatly as it always is,and one little curl falling forward as she wrote, which shenow and then shook back, and in the midst of all this,still speaking at intervals to _me_, or listening,and as if she liked to listen, to what I said.Had you seen her so, Mary, you would not have impliedthe possibility of her power over my heart ever ceasing.""My dearest Henry," cried Mary, stopping short, and smilingin his face, "how glad I am to see you so much in love!It quite delights me. But what will Mrs. Rushworth andJulia say?""I care neither what they say nor what they feel.They will now see what sort of woman it is that can attach me,that can attach a man of sense. I wish the discoverymay do them any good. And they will now see their cousintreated as she ought to be, and I wish they may be heartilyashamed of their own abominable neglect and unkindness.They will be angry," he added, after a moment's silence,and in a cooler tone; "Mrs. Rushworth will be very angry.It will be a bitter pill to her; that is, like otherbitter pills, it will have two moments' ill flavour, and thenbe swallowed and forgotten; for I am not such a coxcombas to suppose her feelings more lasting than other women's,though _I_ was the object of them. Yes, Mary, my Fannywill feel a difference indeed: a daily, hourly difference,in the behaviour of every being who approaches her;and it will be the completion of my happiness to knowthat I am the doer of it, that I am the person to givethe consequence so justly her due. Now she is dependent,helpless, friendless, neglected, forgotten.""Nay, Henry, not by all; not forgotten by all; not friendlessor forgotten. Her cousin Edmund never forgets her.""Edmund! True, I believe he is, generally speaking,kind to her, and so is Sir Thomas in his way; but it isthe way of a rich, superior, long-worded, arbitrary uncle.What can Sir Thomas and Edmund together do, what do they_do_ for her happiness, comfort, honour, and dignity inthe world, to what I _shall_ do?"